A Beautiful Mess-Jason Mraz

You’ve got the best of both worlds
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you’re needy,
Humble but you’re greedy
And based on your body language,
And shoddy cursive I’ve been reading
Your style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless

Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don’t mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
‘Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they’re quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There’s no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words I’m paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging

And what a beautiful mess, yes it is
It’s like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I’ve heard
But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
Here we are [x7]

We’re still here
What a beautiful mess, this is
It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is “Yes”

Through, timeless words and priceless pictures We’ll fly like birds not of this earth

And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together

And we, tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But its nice today. Oh the way it was so worth it.

ps : Maybe it sounds very silly, but I want this song to be sang in my wedding, someday when I’ll have found my own prince..the best one who can accept me whoever I am-a rather- reckless-minded girl.

Corrinne May, The Amazing One!

I forgot when was the first time I listened to Corrinne May’s songs. But I always listening to her songs since like 2 weeks ago.  I listen to them everytime because I think that there are some messages in all of her songs. Somehow her songs can give strength to my life.

The best thing that I like about Corrinne May, this Chinese-Singaporean musician, is her humble way of life. We can see it from her performance. She’s very modest and not act as though as she is a big star. For me, she’s indeed a big star. I must confess that she’s gonna be one of my favourite musician. I love her mezzo-sopran timbre of voice. I’m also a mezzo soprano. 🙂 From what I’ve read in wikipedia, she has started to play piano when she was 5 years old. Waa…I also started to play piano when I was in kindergarten just like she was. Wawawaaa…!!!

Readers, you should listen to her songs!

Take a look at the ordinary, don’t need to look for paradise. You could be next to the angel in disguise.

Scars make us stronger for life

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time

See? She’s amazing! Gosh, I wanna see her live performance someday!

Hey, What’s Up!

Life is so busy right now with all of the college things. But I enjoy it. I’m happy realizing that I’m so busy. No more time wasting time by day dreaming. Haha.

I found that I was just so lucky in the previous weeks. Everytime I prayed to GOD, HE always answered exactly what I had demanded. I’m so grateful to have a saviour like YOU, GOD! In my previous post, like a month ago, I told you about my final project. How I didn’t like my selected topic. You know what, finally I could change my topic into something I really love. Yeah, my current research project topic is multidrug resistant. And the most important thing is that I can do my final project research in my internship place in Jakarta. Woww.. I feel so blessed. I also have met my research supervisor. I haven’t known her before. But, she’s so friendly and she soooo cool. From the way she speak, I can see the genius side of her. She’s also very happy and excited when she know that I’ve prepared my own topic and that I plan to do all parts of this research including my theses in English. Yeah, I’m so on fire with this final project research. I hope I can finish my research as soon as possible, completing my theses, graduate from ITB with the title S.Si behind my name, continue postgraduate study in any country where I can get scholarship. Hahha..and then married maybe? whuahahahaha..

How’s life right now? Life’s so fun so far. My days are not filled with lots of lectures from 7 to 5 anymore. But  there are so much assignments.  So actually it’s just the same. Time is running so fast until I feel that 24 hours a day is not enough. Hufh

And what about love life. It’s suck, actually. Hahaha..No problemo. I won’t rush to find someone who fit me the best. But of course not him..haha..he’s too *what can I say?* childish for me.

Next week will be the midtest week. I have to prepare myself. I hope I can update this blog regularly.

thank you and see you again.. 🙂

enjoy your saturday night, readers!

The Memory of Turkey

First of all, really sorry for these lack of updates in my blog. I was very busy with college stuffs. Hihi..

So, as I’ve promised you before, I’ll posted some pictures. I hope you enjoy it.

inside the Grand Bazaar, Istanbul
inside the Grand Bazaar, Istanbul



Can you guess where’s my favourite place. I really like Cappadoccia with its good scenery especially in the morning. The sky is full of baloon, reminds me of  ‘UP’ the movie.

I think that’s all for this post. Once more, I think I have to apologize to you all, my readers because maybe I won’t update my blog routinely. College things are really killing me. Hahaha..